|
The Man,
Tan Jian Yang 6 january 91 In a relationship :) Friendster | Facebook ♣ Messages ,
Goodbye , Michelle love Carpe Diem of 2007 Yee ting Alcie taryn Josephine,xinyi janet kelly lena yingjie yiing Xuannnnnn veronica gina zoe 1C blog W45K Shamirah Meng xuan Atiqah Massy Hui min Michy Feezah korean Rahmat minyie Pam SIA! w45k! E35K steve syakirah [steph] 1Fantastic of 2007 huiping hui cheang germane Tokuasia alcin bas Gareth MY VAN weijie quanta yat D Jacklyn ngan kevin Liwen the big eye the big eye sis, limin 1 Bravo of 2007 Shania William Emma Bongoburger Cass gladys faizal peepx Azura Andrea Alfred [ freaking cousin ] Amelia Angelica Asidah boonyit Belle Cherylgoh Cally cheinyie chester cynthia tan crystal [PRESIDENT!] desmond Daniel David eileen Elain zheng fatin Fernanders[CHEIF CO'ORD] Gina Gan min hannah huiyun huiyu irene izzaidah ikyn Jessie Joley Jiawen jinzu, eyebrow friend jacklyn junjie Jacqueline Josephine YAP karin Kelvin Ang Louise Leying Liyin Leslie manjing MAVERLYN melissa [NEW] peizong peiyi Priscilla Risz sean teow Sylvester Shi min saukuen shahirah shaun thiviya VivienHang Vannessa Wanting weiyang Wei zheng wei neng Wei lin xue li yanyi yuting yeewen yongkuang Yvonne yikiong Yaojun Zawani Zhe lun  Days and Memories , Click To View ♥
| Tuesday, December 01, 2009, 5:12 PM
 i pray to the moon at night, and it happen to have 3 occasions... 1st. to let her know of my presence. 2nd. to let her life be better and meet someone good 3rd. thankfulness for watching over everything. don't ever give up on me moon, i need you, your my only source of reliance when i'm alone and down and everything else. And i thank you for being there for me always...well except for certain months hahah! Monday, November 30, 2009, 12:41 AM
 i thank you steve for helping so much, i will never forget you. i thank you girl..for making me the luckiest guy on the whole galaxies :) Labels: ily :), officially Tuesday, November 17, 2009, 1:09 PM
within temptation - forgiven. Couldn't save you from the start Love you so it hurts my soul Can you forgive me for trying again Your silence makes me hold my breath Oh, time has passed you by Ooh, for so long I've tried to shield you from the world Ooh, you couldn't face the freedom on your own Here I am left in silence You gave up the fight You left me behind All that's done's forgiven You'll always be mine I know deep inside All that's done's forgiven I watched the clouds drifting away Still the sun can't warm my face I know it was destined to go wrong You were looking for the great escape To chase your demons away Ooh, for so long I've tried to shield you from the world Ooh, you couldn't face the freedom on your own And here I am left in silence You gave up the fight You left me behind All that's done's forgiven You'll always be mine I know deep inside All that's done's forgiven I've been so lost since you've gone Why not me before you Why did fate deceive me Everything turned out so wrong Why did you leave me in silence You gave up the fight You left me behind All that's done's forgiven You'll always be mine I know deep inside All that's done's forgiven Tuesday, November 10, 2009, 10:09 PM
"if everyone is happy, then there won't be happiness." or well, that is what i suppose.  Well I sorta come up with a hypothesis, or rather a cognitive process of thinking using empherical proof to proof my stand, nothing better to do anyway. haha.. Let us take a look of a typical life of someone who have his up and down... i suppose this is how his life is going to look like.  true enough? so we take a look at those people who live their life at all time low and at all time high.  the blue line represent the all time low, the pink line represents the all time high. Looking at it, statiscally the pink one definitely have a better time than the blue one. But we look at things holistically again, if everyone life is like the blue and the pink one, i'm sorry to say that, there is no difference. Cause no one will know what is sadness, hence no sadness is known to everyone. Cause no one will know what is happiness, hence no happiness is known to everyone. The only thing that allows us to know what is happiness and what is sadness is the one with the ups and down, cause the downs makes the ups feel so much better, greater. so.. have you exprienced the good and bad times you had? Have you know what is happiness and what is sadness now? cause i did. Sunday, October 25, 2009, 1:58 AM
There are so many inspiration out there, from breathing all the way to seeing ants walking around, (shit i'm grossed out thinking that). I guess it's time to really get out of the shell and give myself more inspiration, more time to reflect on life, and finding time for myself, when I know I don't really have it, unless I share it with thy lady and my friends :)  clouds and wind. by myself. long time ago. Quite sometimes ago, the lady said that i'm like the wind, coming and go as I please. Come to think about it, I really was like that, haha, coming and going off around people pretty unpredictable. But sometimes I just wish to be like the cloud, slow, steady, taking forms as the weather wishes. Just passing the time, the life like that. Seeing things holistically, seeing things from above, watching as time and the flow passes by as I travel around. Kinda like my ideal life. But if my life is like that, I wouldnt have been broke to death. What's living without money? Sigh.  work in progress. Been working my ass off for this year especially since I started working manically since january. I have never imagined the day where I will always be sick from fatigue, and recently got it struck pretty bad, acid burns in the chest. But well, no point sulking or complaining, at least I find joy in them. I have always believed that the best money earned is not the quantity of the hours you worked. But the quality of time you work there. :) Don't worry, imma super hero, I shall endure it through, to my breaking point before I say "i quit!"  clock with no hands. Clearly, I find that clocks having hand have no purpose at all, cause the speed of time will never be consistent. It is sometimes fast, sometimes slow. So what's the point of seeing the clock? I don't have a watch by the way, and I live by that pretty strongly, even when watches tells the standing status of the man, which is pretty much important to our pride. And probably for the ladies as well, but who cares. I'm not superficial. It's 2.45am now, and I started blogging this at 2.15am. I thought that it's just 2.30am, but who knows it is as what I see. time passes really fast, and felt really slow when I kinda dread going to work later, but meh, I need time to pass faster for whatever reason, that i could not think off. Maybe it's because i'm an impatient lad and want things to come and go fast. I love it. alright, I'm becoming very naggy here, on and on about my pathetic life and behaviour. Time to kick some sprite from "suikoden tierkkress" which i currently ACCIDENTALLY SAVED A NEW FILE OVER MY 90 HOURS GAME PLAY, pissed off with myself -.-. Now i have to restart everything. Alright bye! Wednesday, October 21, 2009, 6:59 PM
, 5:44 PM
这也代表了我的i-touch也有了一个月，十一天。。。 这也代表了我对她也对我的感情有了一个月，十一天大的肯定和诚恳的感动。。。 希望我们会开开心心的过日子， 信任对方，爱着对方， 又较少的吵架和不好怀念的事。。。 我爱你， 没有别的方法在表示我在想说的话了。 Friday, October 16, 2009, 10:09 AM
it won't happen again :) |
